hellos.
hm.
i know recently alot of people bu shuang towards me.
so, this is to everyone who's reading this.
and if ive done anything to offend you, im sorry. :(
i know i can be rather insensitive at time. i dont really think about what comes out of my mouth sometimes, and it offends people. i seem as if i over care about what other people's grades are and all. its just the competitive side of me. when i dont do well [ie, the phys test], i like to express my disappointment. ive quite high standards for myself as you can tell [vjc]. so im really sorry if ive unknowingly said something to make you pissed at me. =\i know it appears as if i dont really care for anyone but myself. i do realise that all of you have problems. i dont like to pry. so if you dont tell me, i just let it slide. im not good at saying stuff that will make you cheer up. i try my best. im not in a position where i can do much. im quite ignorant at times. i do care for you. but i dont know how to show it. and if i think there's nothing i can do, and you dont want me to do anything too, id just give up. but im always here if you need me.
ok? just trying to explain myself. so yea. dui bu qi.
esp to: jo, nat, pamela f, annmarie, clairey, tiffy, derek, shane, max, and all.
okays.
today was quite not so bad.
didnt sleep in any classes at all! achievement! =D haha. im such a slacker.
tiffy told me today not to be complacent. i shall listen to her.
anyways. chem was a killer. ive no idea whatsoever about whats going on in chem. ughs. im not using my brain to think. i understand the thought process, but am to lazy to carry it out. then in the end. . bishh.
did abit of amath too. quite fun. managed to do most of the stuffies. skipped the hard qns thou. bad habit.
english oral with tiffy. haha.
phys pract was retarded man! like total waste of time. -_______- only needed to carry out the thingy once. then the rest is like what, copy out the table. so diao can! haha.
met mummy and joyce at the tp ntuc [near the lib]. wahh. the bought loads of stuff can. like 3boxes and 1 tub of icecream! =D but they got the wrong toothpaste. -_- haha. quite ok.
my nap today was retarded. 1hr only then i woke up. wth? lols. tonight is OC night! seth is damn cute! and ryan looks like colin farrell when he's blond. haha. =D
tired.
'carrot power' -ian[i dont get it too. lols.]
